For several years I have planned to write a book titled Diary of a Ghost, detailing some of my channeling experiences with a man who had died. It is in my mind everyday. I often am aware that he is around and misses our connection, I certainly miss him. Jeff appeared to me the first time late one night, when he asked me to give a message to a family member of his, who lived close to me.
He had just died and wanted to reassure my friend that he was okay. After that, for over two years we had weekly conversations through my channeler, who was in a light hypnotic state.
About two weeks after his funeral, I asked in regular channeling session, if I could speak to Jeff. He had told me he was alright, and I wanted to make sure this was true. He came easily to the session and I was able to ask him many questions. My initial interest was in finding out about the death process itself. When did he actually die, why did and how this happen, what were his thoughts and experiences? I was most interested in the transition itself, immediately prior to death, and especially immediately after he passed. Jeff was happy to answer all my questions, and very talkative. He told me that he had “just let go”, as he realized that he was never again going to be the person he had been. He was undoubtedly unconscious during the death experience itself, but in retelling it he was totally aware of every detail.
I was unprepared for Jeff’s responses, and so organizing my questions was more emotional that day than logical. My mind was reeling as we went through our first session. One of the my discipline’s, is to make out a Spirit Guide Notebook question page prior to channeling sessions. This page a list of questions, and identifies time, date, channeler, facilitator, others present and spirit guides. I recorded each session on tape and also made notes. The notes gave me a psychometric advantage, because I could pick up the notes and, in a way, partly relive the experience itself. Fortunately my organization enabled me to make the most of this unexpected conversation.
I was a little mystified as to why Jeff had come to me, as I had not tried to make a connection and didn’t know him personally. Later I realized that we did have a connection because I had been sending him Angels for about two years. He had been involved in major surgery, and we, my channeler and me, knew he would never get well. I can’t explain how this created a connection between the two of us, but I can think of no other reasonable explanation. My great grandmother had been a medium and I had realized prior to this, that actually I had this gift, probably from her. This day I made a quantum leap in an understanding of my gifts, abilities and dimensional awareness. So, in a way, this was all very natural.
More next time.